My turn

[vampiro]

Hey i aint trying to take Ralfs steam here but lately ive been feeling kinda the same way honestly in 2 days ill find out if the babys mine and for what? huh? so everybody can truly see a worthless piece of shit like myself? i know im not cut out for much of ne thing so im sure im not cut out to be some "faher" of the year.
so im sitting here like a freaking hermit waiting by the phone for anything if my future will be changed or if my future willbe the same piece of sht its always been hmmmm i wonder

[virtualNYC]

not too sound mean or anything, but if this child is yours, no one expects you to be "father of the year" and your feelings for the mother mean nothing when it comes down to being a father and there for your son/daughter

and, really not trying to sound mean again, but unless you've got some sort of prescient powers to see the future, to pass judgement on it with such a negative attitude just reinforces your already low self-esteem---it becomes a vicious circle of subconscious self torture and is ver NOT healthy

my suggestion, if i may make one, would be to either snap yourself out of it and think positive (it really makes a difference) or seek professional help to do what you're unable to do for yourself

i only speak from experience, so please, take no offense to what i've said---i don't blow smoke up anyone's ass

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"The only people for me are the mad ones the ones who are mad to live mad to talk mad to be saved desirous of everything at the same time the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue center light pop and everybody goes awww!" Jack Kerouac

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